February 20th, 2005
I should come to realize nothing is forever, no matter how short a time they come to play a part in the heart. I’ve also realized that I’m just a fucking asshole with no life other than to make other people un-happy. There I said it. Are all of you pleased at my glorious statement? No matter what the hell I touch I kill almost instantly. I steal, I cheat, I lie. I’m no good as parents often pick out of the blue. It is usually my fault everything comes to pass, thus this is no exception. Shoot me now, call me later… and just forget about me. I’ll just ruin anyone’s or thing’s life. Last Words & Thoughts of Jon.
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In the past, two girlfriends’ that I did have smoked pot. Of the two girlfriends, both of them cheated on me while smoking pot. Here walks in a third whom I adore, and she smokes on the side, and my biggest fear is losing her the same way I lost the last two in high school. Bleh. Might be too late, for my actions could have or did cause what the ripple in time now produces.
This might explain one thing, if someone would care to communicate.
February 19th, 2005
Nothing to much interesting except my fucking power supply for my desktop went today! I was adding in a new USB 2.0 compliant PCI-card and a 250G hard-drive. Upon booting up I had some problems, but I worked them out. However, while configuring my BIOS the computer crashed. Boating back up thinking it was just the surge protector, it did it again… a third damn time, the computer failed to start. I virtually took the entire computer part and put it back together, but I can’t find the bloody problem. It’s driving me insane! A 400-watt power supply out the window. What’s next? My motherboard?
There I updated, along with: points: 6650 rank: 37
February 16th, 2005
Again will I let this happen. Upgrading to Wordpress 1.5 was a bitch. All new coding and I still can’t do shit with the functions.