Entry start. I want to ask her back out again because of all the recent events, but I know she’ll say no. We get along really well to begin with, it was just my hanging around too much that brought it to an end. It bothers me that we’ve done more while not going out officially than what we’ve done together. Why couldn’t it be like this from the get go? I really like this girl no matter how mean she tries to pass herself off as. It’s all a game to her to see how much of a hard ass she can before I finally get pissed. It doesn’t happen which is why we get along so well. If I could get her to say yes once more… it would be the best thing in the world. 🙁 Talk about getting chest pains right now. The heavy breathing. The feeling of doubt that might actually mean something. Entry end.